kizamis | Entries tagged with m

so they softblocked me on a few of their accounts, even their priv priv, except their main priv and persona fandom account. mmhmm. yeah. i'm not doing this game anymore.

over a year of being treated like a dirty little secret and not as a real friend because your friend is obsessed with hating me for softblocking her a decade ago and refused to let it go. i'm not putting myself through it anymore. it would have been better to never have gotten an apology at all. it meant nothing. we were friends again for 2 weeks last january before she came in all "uhmm they hurt my feelings a decade ago" like whatever. i'm over it. my stupid feelings don't matter and she made the ultimatum first and i never made one at all but this is not a friendship. this was torture. i put myself through it because "no it can get better". it won't. it doesn't. idc anymore. we are strangers again and it can make Her really happy to know she ruined it all not that she cared anyway. idec if she somehow finds this, reads it, and gets mad. yeah. YOU ruined it being jealous and weird. high school ended decades ago. just not for you i guess.

my heart is broken but it will heal and forget this ever happened. i just have to heavily avoid corpse party fandom again. lmao.
whatever.

recently an old friend, darlie, got in contact with me again. she said she wasn't talking to HER anymore. i found it suspicious why she brought it up, and also even asked how i felt about her. she said they hadn't been friends in a while but her pinned tweet literally references her. we didn't talk much after. she even asked for a link to my comic again. sighs. i think everyone's just fucking with me.