kizamis | like what even was this

i made a friend recently, like a year ago. i admired all their arte n shit. and then after like, idk. 9/11 of last year LITERALLY 9/11 she dropped all contact with my and my bestie. it kinda hurt cus i felt close to her. we could bitch about conspiracy theories and she got me hooked on this book, CHAOS, about government corruption and how manson was a literal psyop. idk. i thot we had a connection. and then suddenly, just. she drops us both with no word. even more recent she blocked us both on discord. like. ok. i get her whole thing is "not owing anyone shit" but if we're friends it's cowardly to treat us like we weren't even deserving of an answer.

my friend believes it's because i reblogged 2 stupid memes over the assassination of a current political dude and the timing was impeccable to say the least.

idk. it just felt stupid to throw all that away without saying anything over some dead guy who didn't even know personally. it kinda fuckin bites.