tired

[kizamis]

made the mistake of stalking thru profiles and finding an old friend i hurt very very badly and thot hate maybe i can apologise or smth and oh no . theyre dating someone and happy. they should never remember me ever again. i feel so heartbroken for something that happened 14 years ago.

you know what's funny a lot of my ex-friends will say i was hitler but they never experienced what i put this person through and these assholes keep trying to message me despite me being oh so evil, but them? never once tried to message me ever again.

im so sad. im really so sad. i missed them the most of anyone. i knew i cant be around them just looking at their profiles old feelings resurfaced and it made me sad and angry.